Chaos + Confusion = Life
“We live in a cold dark world with venom in its fangs.
You can spit it in my face but I know I’ll be OK
It’s on the attack.
It’s a war, it’s a game.
A ball and chain chew my arm off to get away” -Papa Roach
Between allergies and stomach viruses, the last two weeks have sucked. I know my immune system is low but damn. How much more can my body take? Along with all that bullshit, I learned yesterday that my spine is beginning to deteriorate and it is causing issues with my right leg….MY GOOD LEG! WTF!? I need a break. In a few weeks, I will have one, thank god.
So, it has been a bit since I felt 100% but I am pressing on with school, life, Furious, and planning the yearly gathering. I miss my sanity and waking up to capture the world…. well kind of. I have never been a morning person regardless of health. I do better in the middle of the night. Case in point, I already had a full piece done for today and deleted it. I checked auto save and all that stuff but it was gone. I would have cried if I didn’t have to do a million things and bring Bean to softball. Holy fuck, I swear the days are blurring together.
This week I have been piecing together my list for packing. The hotel is booked, plans are being made, babysitters being placed, and I am almost ready for my trip to Philly. Things are always insane here, but between school, the girls, planning the trip, and life in general it seems more chaotic. Bean is now a Tiger. She loves softball and playing on a team. Lately she is entering the “I don’t wanna listen because I know it all” stage. Gods help her, she already has been punished twice. Lala was easier than this and I am dreading this pre-teen bullshit because I know damn well that Bean is going to push my limits. I can fully understand now why people talk about having a gun when their daughters date. Bean is in 4th grade and already pushing the limits with friends and boys. It is kind of crazy to think that I am getting back 10-fold what I gave to my parents. This is not fun anymore!
I really don’t have much to report otherwise. It has been a messy few weeks with a lot on my plate that I cannot get into. All is well, to a degree, in the land of Sin and will stay that way. Thank fuck for therapy or I would be in a nut-ward at this point.
On with the show…
Press Play: On the playlist today is Saliva, Papa Roach, and Disturbed. Kinda hostile.
Popcorn Worthy: Fifty Shades Darker was not as good as I had hoped. The actors’ chemistry was better this round but the book was so much better.
School Daze: Week 5 and still alive. Halfway through the class already! I can do this!
F9 Countdown: 5 weeks and one day!!!!
Coffee Chaos: Love iced coffee as much as I do? There are a few brands who make their own unsweetened iced coffee. If you buy the unsweetened kind and add cream and flavored creamer it averages out cheaper than getting one from DD or Starbucks. Sometimes it even tastes better! PLUS, I learned that there is a coconut cream coffee creamer out right now. Save $$ and still indulge!
Kitchen Kauldron: I am still on soft foods so my cooking has been lax. I will let you know when I start whipping up more magic in the kitchen.
Okay guys, you know the deal. Be good…or be good at it!
Until next week….