Happy Bday To Me!!!!!
“I’d rather be a sinner than a slave
I’d rather be an outcast than just bow down and obey
When it’s all done there’s only one Name upon my grave
I’d rather be a freak than be a fake” – Like A Storm
As you read this it is officially my birthday! On New Years Eve, my parents threw a surprise party for me which was nice. Small and intimate and a total surprise. 2017 is already bringing changes I am not ready for, but ready or not here I come!
I wish I could say more, but I can’t. Things have been crazy re-organizing my house after all the Xmas loot stormed in and with chronic pain and school, I am behind. But today is my birthday. Drama need not apply. I am going to do some work, this is my finals week, then I will be enjoying my day and relaxing, tonight we go to dinner at the hibachi place and then I am on air at 10 PM.
I have been spending a lot of time with the girls, my spawns that is, and it is nice. Bean is back in school and now a more organized schedule can commence which is needed after a long Xmas vacation. If I could only get my anxiety and panic attacks in order, things would be fairly good around here. But such is life and it continues to move on even when we want time to freeze. Now it is time to rebalance home, school, a few projects I have going on, and getting heathier.
So now that the new year is beginning, it is time to make new stories, new sense of yourself, new goals to better yourself, and enjoying life. I am still off Facebook, though I use Twitter, and I am liking it a lot more than I should. The ignorance is forever out there, especially for at least the next four years, but I choose not to let it in.
“I get stronger from the pain….”
Press Play: Right now I am listening to Like A Storm on repeat (they are the artists of the lyrics I used this week). Music is better than speaking for me lately. Check em out!
Popcorn Worthy: Watch 13th on Netflix or where ever you can find it. It is amazing and eye opening.
Weekly WTF: Why are gift cards so hard to spend for me? I never know what to buy….but I know I am buying Genmaicha. You need to try that tea! But seriously?! Why is this so hard?!
Kitchen Kauldron: I am beginning to play with different types of pretzel recipes. I will let you know what my favorite is but I cannot wait to use my new copper pan!
SHOUTZ! Thank you DAN for the first happy birthday of the year. You are amazing for remembering and making me feel so important.
Be good or be good at it, guys. Until next week, leave a comment and tell me what your week has been like!