“What gave you the right to misjudge me
And write me off on the wall
Acting as if you understand me
In reality, you just don’t know me at all
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder
If this was how it’s meant to be
But if you search deep enough in your soul
You’ll always find a slight reminder of me” -TLC
I am fairly restless lately. I fell asleep at a reasonable time for once but woke up and had to finish this before I get yelled at for not resting or being awake. Every time I get to sleep, something always happens. So frustrating. Life is finally getting back to some sort of order and I am doing as well as I can. Then I got a fever. Supposedly it is a virus but this fever has kicked my ass since early Monday morning and I am finally over it. I have so much I need to get done now that I can function a bit better. My immune system depleted itself between not sleeping and the insane stress I have been under. I can finally eat without puking again though so I guess that is a good thing.
A lot is coming up in the next few weeks that is pretty exciting and my class is going well. I love it! My instructor rocks and the content is so intriguing. I am finding myself delving into school when I cannot sleep in order to distract myself. Otherwise that is all that is going on. Literally nothing much is happening in my world…except for one thing I cannot share yet but has made my year. I am making changes to my life, my circle, and what the future is bringing me but I am done dealing with people’s bullshit.
Bye – Bye – Bye
Coffee Chaos: Dunkin Donut coffee beans suck. So much for cold brewing making things taste good! However, something I did made it work. My iced coffee right now (3 AM) tastes like a mocha Hershey’s bar.
School Daze: 5 classes left!
Kitchen Kauldron: We have all the ingredients so hopefully this weekend we are making pretzels! Yeast freaks me out though. Pics to come when we make them.
Weekly WTF: In NH, an 8-year-old was injured when a group of teenagers were “fooling around” and slid a rope around his neck then shoved him off a picnic table. The comments by the police chief and others reading make me sick. Racism and hate is alive in the USA. Read the story here: https://www.nytimes.com/2017/09/13/us/biracial-boy-lynched-new-hampshire.html?mcubz=3
Popcorn Worthy: Check out the Netflix Original documentary called Heroin(e). It is well worth the insight on how 3 women in WV use different tactics to help fight heroine and drug use.
Until next time, be good or be good at it.