Now I’m that Bitch and You’re Just a Clown
“You passed me by
Never looked twice
Now Im the chick
You wanna be with
Isnt it so funny now
Im the one to shut you down
Dont worry girls
If he didnt notice you
Soon hell be beggin to” -Livvi Frank
By the time you actually read this, I will be putting away laundry and packing my things. No show tonight. I decided to spend it with my girls and relax until we leave at 4 AM Friday for the annual Ftival. F9 to be exact. No more countdown, it has finally arrived. I have busted my ass to save the money for it so your excuses are not needed or wanted. We do things and make things happen when they matter to us. Otherwise it is bullshit.
I have so much to do and yet I feel like I am less prepared than I am. I suppose it is the OCD kicking in. Bean seems less anxious than I am. Maybe I am losing it. I always worry about shit and for the most part I hide it well. I still have to grab a few things. Believe me when I say money is tight…but I will prevail and have a fabulous weekend with my family. I am so ecstatic to meet Mykar in person. It is going to be such an amazing weekend for so many reasons.
Can you believe that we are already planning F10? Well we have started to discuss it!
In other news…..my class is 0ver! By the time you read this all assignments will be turned in and I will be done. I have a week off and then begin the next class. It’s insane to think how far I have come and I am over the halfway hump now. It is so much more exciting than I can possibly express. I feel like I am actually accomplishing something while life hands me lemons. I am twisting them and making sorbet. It takes time to settle but in the end, it will be quite sweet.
So it looks like we will have some good weather this weekend. It is suppose to heat up Sunday and Monday, here in Mass as well. I am looking forward to the road trip with my girl and then having a relaxing weekend. I cannot wait to get a hug from Grifter and see everyone.
LOPPY!!!! WE MADE IT! IT IS JUNE!
I am keeping this short purposely. I have things to do but I wanted to check in and show you a glimpse of my mind right now.
Coffee Chaos: NEVER EVER use something called country creamer. It was cheaper so I figured I would try it. It tastes like a greasy pan was soaked in the coffee. It is horrific!!!!
Press Play: Lenny Kravitz is playing right now but I am watching a Lifetime movie as I finish some work on the computer.
Popcorn Worthy: Tonight I watched some episodes of Beavis and Butthead. I still love them!!!!! BTW I love Stanley Tucci!!!! He is so versatile in his acting!
DIY: Hey ladies….grab some coconut oil. Well guys can do some of these things too. It makes an amazing conditioner….rinses germs when used for oil pulling,….use your broken eye shadow and mix it with the coconut oil for a lip gloss or lipstick depending on color and amount or plain for lip care….the results are pretty awesome when you use it after shaving too!!!
Weekly WTF: Why the fuck are text books so expensive for college? Why does an e-rental cost $136? They rip you off!!!
Conversations with Eric: Oooh I could say so much but why waste time? I will be there soon enough! 😉
See ya after F9!