Over and Over Again
“I’m not a bad girl, you’re just a prude
you’re a little bitch, and I’m straight-up rude
I keep it blunt while you beat around the bush,
you like to hug and baby boy I like to push.
You don’t have to like ’cause I don’t like you
You’re too beige and I need black and blue” -Porcelain
Snowmageddon has begun along a lot of the East coast and the internet has been shotty for 24 hours regardless. Lights are flickering etc. Hopefully I will get this up, now that the holidays are over, I need to get back into the groove of things.
Tomorrow, Jan 5th, is my birthday. I can’t lie, I am not looking forward to it but eh. It will be just another day as far as I am concerned. I know, I seemed happier last post but as always, things never last long for me and I am struggling pretty hard. Not sure what is going on, but it will pass. Nothing major going on to be honest. Just general depression and doubting myself I guess. Such is life and regardless, I always prevail. Somehow or another.
So as the snow falls like crazy, we have what we need to get by and candles, flashlights, and warmth. Hopefully the lights stay on at least and inet remains good. I get bored lately and need something to do. I have been trying to write more, but nothing really seems to come through. Singing seems like too much. I’m not sure what else to say. I am exhausted, yet resting. I am restless, but subdued.
2017 ended shitty and 2018 came in on a gross note. I refuse to let it taint the year. Hopefully the planning for Furioustival 10 will start soon and I can finally have some sort of happiness again. Everything else is gonna be fine at the end of the day.
I wish I had more. Xmas was ok and I did nothing for New Years so I have no exciting stories or anecdotes. Hopefully I climb back out of this hole soon. I am not sure how much more I can take.
On to the next one….
Coffee Chaos – Everyone knows I love mocha and mints. However, peppermint mocha can suck it. Not sure why this bugs me so much but I hate the taste. The places around here need more fun flavors. I miss Coconut Cream Pie. I did get a free drink from Starbucks and have one coming from Dunks for my bday so I am excited about that at least.
Kitchen Kauldron – I have been trying to play with making homemade raviolis so stay tuned for that. So far they are yummy but a mess. Once I get better at it I will show you!
Press Play – Lately I have been listening to a variety of music. My shows have all been random too. I guess I am an eclectic girl.
Popcorn Worthy – The Zookeeper’s Wife is an awesome movie. Check it out!
Weekly WTF – If you live where it snows a lot. Stop bitching about winter. Seriously. You look like a dick and are about as intelligent as the president. You know it’s coming every year.
Ok guys! That is all I have for ya so be good…or be good at it.