True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety’s attacking me
And my air is getting thin” – Megadeth
Alot has been going on in my life, in the world, in the news, and things seem to be
amazingly chaotic lately. As much as I try and avoid the bullshit, some things catch me. I
have not slept in over 24 hours now and my spine is killing me. Between my ankle and
my back I feel like I may lose my shit!
Aaron Hernandez committed suicide, so they say, in prison yesterday. I see all these comments
about how bad of a man he was, etc. People need to remember that regardless of the wrongs,
he still has a beautiful daughter who has tragically lost her daddy and who will carry this with
her forever and he is still a human being. I swear, sometimes I lose faith in humanity when
I watch people cheer over a man taking his own life.
April the Giraffe has finally had her baby though! I never realized how fake baby giraffes look. It
was pretty cool to watch and see. Oh yes, Bean woke me up to make me watch it too! It was a pretty
I have spent the morning making calls to straighten some things out, file my appeal (long story), and making appointments. I wish I was asleep, however. Bean is still out cold as I finish this post at 11:30 AM. Figures, she sleeps in as I am still awake. The weather is fairly shitty and the room is kind of dark. Then again, I have black curtains. I have to admit, the quiet is very nice however. I am glad the school vacation is almost over. A few months and school is out for the summer. Then the chaos will really ensue.
Even as life is looking up…I am still slightly stressed and trying to keep my head above water. Money is the root of all evil. Seriously, when will I get a break!? However, as frustrated as I will be in Philly before I know it and be able to unwind and be me for a few days. No worries…just me and my bestie with the rest of the Furious Fam who show, chillin and having fun. I cannot wait for the break!
So it is another slow week. Well I have mainly been wrapped up in Bean so not too much is going on! Maybe next week will be better!
School Daze: Cognitive Psychology is killing me with notes! Each chapter thus far has 9-15 pages of notes attached. At least I am learning!
Coffee Chaos: I realized that I eat under 1000 calories a day and my breakfast is normally iced coffee. I think I need to add something to that……NAH! I am addicted to iced coffee. Sorry.
Press Play: This AM it is Megadeth, Santana, and Ray Charles on my playlist. What are you listening to?
Popcorn Worthy: 13 Reasons Why was amazing. I am anxiously awaiting Orange is the New Black and Wentworth. I took Dutch’s advice and watched Killing Richard Glossip. I LOVE forensic stuff and that series was amazing. Any suggestions on what to watch next?
Eric’s Thoughts: This week he mystified me with how amazing he thinks I am….Just kiddin’! He is still scurred!
Furioustival 9 Countdown: 7 Weeks…or 49 Days!
Check It: Turtleboy Sports is my new fun-time read. Check them out and laugh!
Kay guys! Be good or be good at it! Until next time……