The Best Me!
” And I’m gonna write it all down, and I’m gonna sing it on stage
But I don’t have to fucking tell you anything, anything” – Halsey
Taking control used to be hard for me. In fact, making decisions sucked. I guess it is my libra ascendant that dwells when decisions are needed. Apparently this is no longer….I decided to take control of me. Sound strange? Not really. So along with the surgery I had, I found a new primary care, made an eye appointment, I am seeing a gyno, and I am taking charge of me; mentally and physically. I avoided it for long enough but just losing weight is not a goal. Being more amazing is. I need to start being who I am and being healthy. I guess I am growing up…..nah. Fuck that!
Everything changes and changes are hard. I mean, we get so complacent and so comfortable even if we are uncomfortable. There comes a time when changes are needed. That includes yourself and the people around you. I need to branch out more and find people who want to be around me. I need to find people with common interests. It seems so easy when you are a child. As an adult it isn’t always that easy!
8 weeks….58 days….and I will be in PHILLY! I cannot wait to see Dutch and the Dream Team! I cannot wait to see X! It is hard to be so far away from my besties. I get LOPPY hugs!!! I am so excited and already planning. I have budgeted money and found sitters for the Bean. Tonight Dutch and I taked for 2 hours and discussed the budget and plans. It is amazing how much we do for this weekend to be. It is all so worth it and a good break from the monotony of life. I am working with my uncle the week before I leave and I cannot wait. It is a great way to get spending money! I am really happy and I feel like lately my head is in the right place. I am pretty proud of myself.
Lately life revolves around doctors and appointments. School is killing me. Studying the brain is a lot more intensive than you would imagine. I still am amazed I am about half way through my program. I will have my master’s degree before I know it! I guess I am smart after all!
I don’t wanna grow up…
Press Play: Yup, Halsey is on my play list along with Breaking Benjamin, Starset, Hollywood Undead, and Michael Jackson. I listen to so much stuff!
Popcorn Worthy: This week I watched What’s Eating Gilbert Grape. I do love me some Johnny Depp. I also saw the new Beauty and the Beast! Go see it! It is awesome!
School Daze: 12 pages of notes this week……8 weeks left of class. UGH!
Kitchen Kauldron: I need to get back into cooking now that I am feeling better. I am still on mainly soft foods so bear with me. More recipes are coming!
F9 Countdown: As I said….8 weeks!!!!
Eric’s Thoughts: I decided to add Eric to my blog and the witty things he says….oh wait! He never COMMENTS! Never mind!
Fun Factz: It isn’t Furioustival unless Dutch kicks something!!! What will it be this year?!
Okay guys…not a lot here I can type about so donate…pay for F9….and be good…or be good at it!