There’s nothing worse than feeling like a ghost

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You say I look fine

If only you knew what was on my mind

You’d see a whole different side

I couldn’t show you even if I tried

I must have got lost in time

When I found out I was only free to be

Wherever I wanna be    B.o.B




There is a lot I want to say and right now I can’t. A lot on my mind and yet no words to really say much. I attempted to write this blog about five different times. I stopped overthinking, and this is what you get…



A few weeks ago, I wrote about snow and used it as a metaphor. Well the snow melted. Love comes and goes with so many people like it is a tissue simply thrown away. Not only lovers….friends and other relationships too. It wears on me. Very few people in my life are still there. I guess there comes a time you have to move on and hope the people you care about return.



It is Boston vs. Philly in the Superbowl this year! Can you believe it? I find it amusing but even though I love my Philly boys, sorry, my money is on the Pats. I have a feeling I will never hear the end of it if Philly wins.



I am waiting to hear when my MRI is, otherwise, I am just getting by day by day and trying to keep my head above water. I feel like I am drowning right now and my heart hurts. Maybe next week I can explain why but right now, I have to stay quiet.

I guess that is all for this week. My mind is so jumbled, and I just need a day that I can lay in bed and do nothing, see no one, and hide away from the world. Depression kind of sucks.






Kitchen Kauldron –  No new recipes lately. The stomach bug has been in and out, so food has been basic. I am dying for a good Italian sub though!!!



Coffee Chaos – I got a cold brewer for my birthday and man; this ice coffee is amazing. Caribou coffee is the brand and it is called Chocolate Wonder. It is incredible!!!!



Weekly WTF- People, Xmas is over and has BEEN over. Take down your damn decorations! I don’t mind the lights but the other stuff needs to go!



Press Play – I am really feeling Fame On Fire but wish they had some originals! Still obsessed with Slaves and right now, B.o.B. Ghost in the Machine sums up how I feel about a lot of things.



Popcorn Worthy – Are you watching This Is Us?! Man that show hits the feels! They finally showed how Jack died in this week’s episode!!



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S1N, AKA "Boston", leads the Boston Chapter and DJs on Furious Radio. You can find her sitting under the bar, making iced coffees, or writing while wearing her dragon slippers. She’s a Red Sox fan, musically minded, and tries her best to be good… or be good at it.

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