What About Your Friends?

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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.

Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.

Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.

Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.

Failure.   -Breaking Benjamin


The concert was everything I dreamed it would be and then some. We were so close it was incredible and the group was…breathtaking live. I swear they performed with such energy. We definitely will see them again next year or whenever. It was an intimate set and they talked a lot, telling us about their lives and stuff. I admit, I cried. I was star struck. They are and always will be my favorite band! I got a signed poster, met the drummer, and Case Honig, the opening act was incredible! He is from Philly btw!


The quoted song is by them, titled Failure. That song makes me think. I think about HD. I think about Dev. I think about how friendships lately seem to be discard-able. I think about all the times I fight to stay afloat and every ten steps forward I get knocked back 50. Lately it has been a lonely feeling around here and I know that is partly depression, but also friends who seem to just vanish and how quickly things change.


Everyone grows up and changes. Life is about evolving. While I understand distance and being busy, I guess if it matters, if they matter to you, you make it work. I guess that over time you learn who is real and who will stay. Part of me has been working on letting go lately. I cannot waste energy when life continues to blow by.


Furious has a new listener! His name is Gary and he is from Scotland! How awesome is that?! It just so happens he thinks I am awesome!  He tuned in on Tuesday and listened to me on air. Such a great feeling!


Halloween is on its way! What are you dressing up as?


Justice for All – Twitter suspended Rose McGowan’s account because she is vocal about the bullshit Harvey Weinstein has created. Sexual abuse is rampant everywhere. So, Twitter, Trump can threaten war and you allow hate speech but silence her? Fuck off.



Weekly WTF – WTF is with cats and paper towels…toilet paper too! Am I missing the amusement?



Press Play – If you have not listened to Eminem’s freestyle about Trump, check it out now. I have always loved Eminem, I love him even more now! Check it out here

He is fuckin’ amazing!!!!!!!!



Coffee Chaos – International Delight Coconut Creamer is amazing……



Kitchen Kauldron – If you can find it, Sticky Fingers bbq sauce is to die for. I crave it constantly right now!


Until next week…be good or be good at it.




S1N, AKA "Boston", leads the Boston Chapter and DJs on Furious Radio. You can find her sitting under the bar, making iced coffees, or writing while wearing her dragon slippers. She’s a Red Sox fan, musically minded, and tries her best to be good… or be good at it.

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